Venting

My heart sank this morning as I received a text in my bed in Florida that Jonah had a tonic clonic in his sleep early this morning. All the anxiety that has taken 4 days to be lifted came flooding back in a second. I don't know how much of this seizure roller coaster I can handle. It's not fair for Jonah and it's not fair for my other children either. He had just gone 4 days with NO seizures.