Reflecting

I have been thinking a lot today about this day last year. I remember it so clearly.  It was the MN state championship Pokemon tournament. Jonah was just a few weeks into this whole seizure thing. I was still scared to be home alone with him, especially at night. My mom was over all day then my sister came to hang with us until they got home around 10pm. I remember being so scared and upset that our little 2 year old had what we thought at the time was toddler epilepsy. Most kids will go on medication and outgrow it in a couple years. Looking back, what I would give for him to have "toddler epilepsy" now. That would be so much less complicated that than the kind of epilepsy he has.